You know, I feel kind of weird these days.
I think something I do has to be changed.
I can encourage people but I can't encourage myself.
I help people so much but I can't do it myself.
Lots of people say I'm cheerful but I just love to help people sincerely.
Not to get merits or anything.
It's all from within.

On 260309, I woke up and realised that my eye was swollen. ):
I thought there was something stuck in my eye but there wasn't.
So, I decided to go to school since I thought it was not a BIG deal.
During Art lesson, we had to do another project. ):
like got so many projects.
Hang-Glider, P.E., Art, English.
0.o
"Footsteps of Unity"
...
After that, I went to Mac with Yanna And Amirah.
It was our FIRST time this year.
( Will post pictures soon )
Came home, my eye was swollen-er.
PAINFUL!
Yup. Painful.
I didn't really cry but it was excruciating.
Woke up the next day, 270309
I eye was even red-er and swollen-er.
My mother told me to rest at home and ask my sister to bring my to the Doctor in the late morning.
Went and Doc gave me NORMAL SALINE and a gel to put in the eye.
Went home put it.
Gel 3 times a day put 15 minutes after saline.
Saline 4 hours daily.
Nothing happened.
It became worse as a matter of fact.
On Sat, 280309
We had to go to Johnson Mama's House for my Grand dad's memorial.
Then my eye was like a goldfish.
And I could not even touch it.
Literally like a balloon.
Yeah.
So i wore my sister's sunglasses.
Then people keep saying I looked like a real Superstar.
Hahaha.
(Pictures up soon)
Then on Sunday, 290309
Cell Group was at my house.
Rae played last year's Easter production.
So touching and nice.
Seriously world class.
So impacted.
LOL. I gave out 3 invitation cards today.
Ahahah.
Today, 310309
Last day of March.
As most of you know, time does fly.
):
I just wish i could reverse time.
So, Farewell mates.
Till we meet again.



Why did it have to end up like this.
Life's just so complicated.
First _ _ _ _ _, now?
_ _ _ _ _ _.
Why does it all have to get stuck like this?
Even _ _ _ _ _.
Sometimes I feel I don't know where I'm going.
I go to the right track and some people pull me back while some make me emotionally confused.
Not naming who and how.
( can be both boy and girl )
WHY?
That's the only question I have in life.
Well, I've got it.
I should really start thinking straight.
You know, sometimes you don't know who to trust and all.
):
What did I do to deserve this.
People say I appear happy on the outside.
Well, inside it's totally different.
Well, I do feel happy or exhilarated sometimes.
Genuine happiness.
But it's just so confusing sometimes.
):

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